After a lengthy absence Madam has instructed I update my blog & post a monthly report.
A background of my existence & belief in Female Supremacy as a way of life to serious
minded Ladies of the dominant persuasion.
i have been trained to
accept many adjustments in myself for such relationship & the subservient
existence i had been chosen for, in all aspect in my daily existence, these i
have submitted to willingly as my education to perfection in my position of the
following Ladies personal Silk~slave.
My own journey into
servitude began some 16 yrs ago whilst residing in S.E.Asia & dabbled in
being submissive to a Singaporean businessman as female Dominants were
impossible to meet in the social arena's i moved in until the evening i was
introduced to my now Owner by the businessman to whom i had become His
subservient man-servant, She needed an escort to a function & had asked him
to supply a suitable male for this occasion, upon the introduction i was left with no doubt as my position for the evening,i was Her company for that social
event & that was all,i had no idea She knew of my submissiveness &
servant status to her friend the businessman so i partook in the usual small
talk though out the course of the evening & was surprised to be dropped at
my hotel by Her driver after the function finished & thought that was that
until some months later when i was told by my Master i was to escort Her once
again to another social event & at which,over dinner, She quite simply told
me the friend had informed Her of my submissive nature & his way with me
& that She intended to see me more often on Her working visit's to
Singapore & i should make myself available at one days notice..
And so it began,over
the next several months i was "summoned", picked up by car,taken to
where ever She was, used as company whilst She socialized, with most times being
left alone for periods, then dropped off at the evenings end until one nite She
simply told me She would be "using" me for Her pleasure that evening
& to shower & prepare my body for Her indulgence when we arrived @ Her
apartment. That was the most demeaning experience i had ever experienced,being
"taken" for Her personal satisfaction & lust,then dismissed to
await Her next contact. Little did i know She had paid a fee to my
"Master" to "procure" me as Her own male,it was that
finding a serious submissive male was as difficult for Her as it was for one
like me finding a genuine Dominant Women,so i became Her "property"
& my real servitude had begun.
After about 6 months
She received a posting to Australia & informed me i was to arrange my
personal interests so i was free of all ties, personal & work,to become
"indentured" as She put it, to Her permanently, with that i willingly
obeyed Her wishes as i had fallen so much in love i could not bear being apart
from this Women even though i was simply an attachment to Her lifestyle to be
acknowledged at Her whim.
i am now a
chauffeur, hire car driver, a business purchased & arranged by my Owner for
me to work at & which fitted with Her professional & social
agendas, being on call for Her personal usage when not otherwise hired, i also
have been given the "task" to procure suitable "specimens"
available for Her personal & private interests when She so desired such
i had relinquished my
professional position as marketing manager Asia,S.E.region for an international
company to become my Owners chosen male,i have been taken into a slave
"ceremony" legally witnessed & duly registered as Her property,my
asserts were distributed to my grown children with the balance of my life's work
transferred into my Owners lifestyle banking identity,for all purposes since
that date i have existed in Her employ receiving subsistence overheads for
daily needs,i reside in a small compact apartment leaving only to perform my
work responsibilities & be on call for Her at all times,socially i
accompany my Owner to functions,restaurants & the like,having learnt my
place i do tend to stay in the background as She goes about social activities as
normal people do,only to be activated when She chooses an activity in these
surrounds,i do at times accompany Her on overseas trips if the occasion needs
my presence although these are in line with Her Dominant lifestyle activities
in which i am honored to attend & conduct myself as i have been trained
i also had to adjust
to the vanilla mode for the occasions of Her family gathering's & time's of
Her workplace social venture's when i had to mingle so to speak as
"normal" male's conduct themselve's in such enviourment's but at all
time's discreetly knowing my "place" as Her servant..
With this brief
overview of being a true subservient male specimen i do hope it enlightens you
as to my genuine status & belief in living the alternative lifestyle..
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
Madam has travelled several times to Asia & Sydney throughout the year, I have had my usual duties to attend to re working for Her during these trips away as well as organising Madams Stud in attending to my Owner's sexual need's.
As the year comes to an end i am aware that the coming year is one of change for my place as Madam's silk slave, the specimen has been given a status which is a permanent position beside my Owner in her life, the gwezai will become Her personal assistance in all travel assignments from now on, the private attachment to attend Her in house tasks, on standby to satisfy Madam's sexual lust. These are well documented on the gweizai's blog.
i am instructed to keep my blog updated monthly, the next post will then be the end of January 2014.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
After our breakfast Madam revealed She would go to Singapore later in the month to meet up with Her boy who was on a business trip to Asia & was due in there so She could once again attend to Her ongoing business interests & have the boy attend to Her privately & socially. It was an opportunity to also meet this newest candidate for Her long term Lifestyle interest if Her work schedule allowed & if the candidate was free to make the appointment.
Madam also instructed me to re contact a certain Master who i had made contact with years ago for the purpose of maybe becoming the dominant male to perform with Her silk slave or others for the voyeuristic kink She is well known for when She is visiting Singapore & also to see what is happening there in the Fetish kinky world over the period She is there.
It is going to be an interesting year ahead i am told as She has plans under way to expand Her lifestyle activities which is going to benefit Her "subjects" respective status & places within Her Life.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
The year went by with my Queen summoning Her "boy" on select occasions for interludes in Sydney & again in Asia. All of these are detailed individually on his blog here on Blogspot.
Madam has just returned from a two week trip to Cebu & Manila with Her boy again being on hand for the Manila leg.
i am to keep my Blog up to date with a monthly posting of any & all events through the coming year.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
On this occasion i had been contacted unexpectedly from Madams young stud whilst She was on this trip asking how "Madam was", i passed on the message to my Queen who simply said that i was to contact him for availability for Her arrival to Sydney the next week as it had been a long time since She enjoyed the company of Her young stud. This i dutifully did & arranged to have him settled into Her suite an hour before Madams arrival the evening of Her flight. Knowing that She had not used the stud for some time i was aware Madam would want everything to be prepared without any mishaps so i had reception allow the young man access to the suite where i presented him with his favourite Bourbon & assorted hors d'oeuvre's so he could relax after showering in a fresh Hotel robe to await Madams arrival.
i bade him goodnight as i exited the suite to go back to my nearby Hotel for a light meal & a couple of stiff Scotches to await my Queens summoning when She had finished her indulgence with Her young stud, i knew from past interludes these interludes Madam used for satisfying Her womanly needs to be mounted & serviced by a well hung stud, enjoy converse over a drink & snacks then dismiss him until i was told to contact him again for another interlude. This worked for Madam but had taken some years for the stud to accept & by which by now he had so the "arrangement" was now amiable. After a couple of hours Madam texted to say She would meet me at the Cocktail bar in 30 minutes for a drink then possibly a late snack in Her suite before retiring & arranging a time to collect my Queen in the morning & return home.
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
As usual my Queen looked stunning when She strode into the hotel foyer after an overnight flight, amazing Lady, always looking so fresh. After a light early lunch & brief converse She had a sleep telling me to return at 6PM to acompany Her for dinner here in the Hotel restaurant.
At dinner i listened intensley as Madam spoke briefly of Her stay in Singapore informing me that the natural submissive mannerism the specimen shows is what has led to a decision to make him a permanent attachment to Her life, not as the slave he begs to be but as Her personal boy & fuck toy, his tongue service technique is now perfect with an intensity Madam has not experienced before, not even i have given my Queen such levels of climax She reminds me & i am to accept Her boys presence in our Lifestyle but i am thrilled to be told i am still to be used for Madams penetration requirements when She wants that indulgence.
Soon our dinner comes to an end with my Queen casually telling me to go to Her suite & prepare myself while She has a night cap at the cocktail bar before coming upstairs for what She refers to as "having my desserts in private", as always i am thankful & feel very privileged to be the personal silk slave to my Beautiful Asian Lady.
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